Do you leave work feeling exhausted, stressed, lacking in confidence, and just feeling like you contributed nothing to the effort of the day?  Here are the signs you are working in a toxic environment. https://www.besthealthmag.ca/best-you/life-and-work/toxic-work-environment/ . If these signs sound familiar then you need to find the courage to make a change in your life.  Change is hard though, and it takes guts and the willingness to know that your life as you know it is going to change.  I am in the middle of listening to this great book by Lori Gottlieb called Maybe You Should Talk to Someone https://lorigottlieb.com/books/maybe-you-should-talk-to-someone/ Read this book. While it may not cause you to leave your toxic, unfulfilling, depressing, lousy work environment tomorrow it may put you on the path to realizing that nothing is forever and everything is going to be alright. You just gotta let fear go and stop doubting yourself so much. You can do this. Just take a deep breath and jump.